Peace

He heals and restore – Because He loves us… & He is our Father

He heals and restore – Because He loves us… & He is our Father

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God is an awesome God. I do not know how He does what He does, or why He is doing, what He is doing in my life, but I am grateful. Well…, I guess I do know why. Because He loves me. If taken note, we can see the many times, He has answered our prayers. He loves the humor in it all. It brings Him joy to see our faces, when we realize just how much He loves us. When we let go, and rest in Him, knowing He has it all under control. When we realize we are special, and important to Him. When we put all our cares, and trust in Him, He then touches every area of our lives. He will be our healer not only to our physical being, but to our mental being. And with that, it enables Him to restore our relationships, as well as any unwanted inconceivable situation we find ourselves. He is a restorer to all aspects of our life… big, and small.

In our life, unwanted circumstances, when governed by our flesh incite disconcertment. We lose it…  All bearings, beliefs, and pottered being…, gone. Suddenly our lives are uncontrollable, spiraling into the walls of despair, with no opportunity to turn left, or right. God has formed you into this incredible being, and then inconvenient circumstances take it all away. We could try to change the circumstances, but what good would it do. Whether the fight be with man, or darkness, we should, instead, turn to God in prayer. In Psalm 37:4, we are told if we ponder on the word of God, and sanctify ourselves with the renowned goodness of God, He will then give us the desires of our heart. This holds true not only to our well-being, but the well-being of others. We should pray for those we encounter when their situations seem chaotic, or inconceivable. In Hebrew 4:16, it says let us approach God with confidence, so that we will receive the grace, and mercy of God when we are in need of His help. He can change hearts. And sometimes, in His own cognizant, He will intercede without the encouragement of our prayers. Out of love and concern, He will make our wrongs right. In Ezekiel 36, God, so frustrated with the Israelites, decided He would punish them no more. Instead, because of their ungodly behavior, He would show them, He is God, and change their hearts. They would look back, and see how shameful they had become within their actions, and, or way of life. If God can change the heart of a nation (which I believe He is doing today with all the scandals of sexual immorality), He can change the hearts in relationships. The how is in His almighty power. He has a pocketful of miracles for our problems, and unwanted situations. In Jeremiah 33:3, God spoke to Jeremiah and said, “Call to me and I will answer you, and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.” God sees, and knows all. So, we need not fear our circumstances, if we trust and truly believe in His mercy. Nor should we be afraid of His powers, all though it can seem eerie when He whispers secrets no one knows, or healings from impossible feats of reality. At times It scares even me… but I remember He is my father. He not only loves me, but will protect me, so I need not fear of His whispers, or what His course of action will be.  I simply abide in Him… Trust Him and wait on the holy spirit for guidance. I bear fruit. Like the fruit of the tree, it just appears. I abide in Him, and He gives me perfect peace as my mind is stayed on thee… not just on Sunday…but Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. He loves me. That’s it. Pure love.

If we trust Him too heal that which is unrelenting, we can trust He will keep us safe, and help us when we need help. Relationships and unwanted encounters, or situations are always difficult to endure. We need Him in our lives. It is impossible to stand the test without Him by our side.

CBW

    A sin is a sin, is a sin….

    A sin is a sin, is a sin….

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    Sin can be engaged in a variety of ways. We can partake in sin, when living out of wedlock. Participate in sin in adultery affairs, or become murderers, liars, cheaters, sodomizers, and, or pedifiers, just to name a few. In Mark 7: 20-23, Jesus explains the things that come from the heart like sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, greed, wickedness, cheating, shameless lust, envy, slander, arrogance, and foolishness, are all sin. Unlike spoiled food, originating from the outside, these sins originate in our heart, manifested by our own conscience. They are inside us, and so, not as easily to regurgitate as spoiled food. And though there is no justification for any of it, we should still show love and understanding for those who are engaged in such acts of sin. In Romans 14:10, it is explained not to be condescending. In 1 John 4: 7-11, John stresses the love of God, who loved us so much, He gave his only son as a sacrifice for our sins. And in return, all that He has asked of us is be imitators of God (Ephesians 5:1), i.e.., showing love for all, and sinning no more (John 8:11).

    Jesus says in John 7:8, he that is without sin can cast the first stone, but as we all know no one is as fortunate to be without sin, except for Jesus. Living out of wedlock is my greatest sin. My family still loves me, but fact remains, I am living in sin. And according to my previous residency, not only was I committing a sin, but also a crime. Since 1868, it has been a crime in the state of Florida for opposite sex life partners to live together out of wedlock. Though it was intended to curtail interracial marriages at the time, it ultimately became an unspoken culture in the state of Florida. Not only was it relevant to interracial marriages, but to all couples regardless of race, who lived together out of wedlock. Yes, it was uncomfortable at times when I realized the reason for my displacement among others, but I did not retaliate, picket, or burn down establishments because of their displeasure towards me. What right, would I have had, to do so? I was sinning! The only true right I possessed were those to live and breathe. My God given rights. Any violation, towards these privileges, would be cause for taking a stand. But this was not the case. Only my moral disposition in life was impeded, and in this case, was warranted due to my actions outside of the law. Just as government has repercussions for violating the preservation of mankind, so does God for violating his commandments. But because He is not physically here to reprimand us, is no reason to take advantage of His kindness in giving His only son for our sins, that we abuse it and live our life the way we see fit. We should be accountable for all our actions (Romans 14:11) whether they be of sin, or not. Yes, it is written to let others deal with their actions themselves, i.e., letting their conscience be their guide, for if we truly believe in what we are doing, is for the love of God then it would be good. But, if in any way we feel conviction, then we should reevaluate our actions. Up until now, I truly believed that it was God’s love which bought us together, so I was committed, regardless of the sanctity of my commitment. But now in my journey, I want to be the daughter God intended me to be. I do not want to go around the mountain again, portrayed as the same person. As if there’s been no change in my walk with God… I want to give my all. In Proverbs 10:9 it says “He who walks with integrity walks securely, but he who perverts his ways will become known.

    And so, my purpose is not to condemn anyone, or make them feel confused as to where they stand in the kingdom of God (Romans14:15). My purpose, always has, and always will be, to promote peace and love among us all, despite who we are as individuals. In order to do that we must accept each other and not think of our neighbors any less important as we think of ourselves. This goes for those who rob us in the night, of our life, and, or possessions. To those who rob men, women, and children of the right to have the opportunity to rationally consent to sexual encounters with decency and integrity. Or, even, to those who retaliate against, those who take advantage, and rob us of our liberties. Regardless of the degree of harm inflicted, God is no respecter of person. Whether it be towards the inflicted, or the inflictor; the sinner or the righteous. We should forgive all, and treat all with respect.  Leviticus 19:18 states, “You should not take vengeance, nor bear any grudge against the children of your people, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself: I am the Lord”.

    We need a change. We need to all look inside ourselves, for but a mere reflection of our actions. Sin is so blatantly displayed these days. It is on the television, in our music, on our streets… It’s all about what sells, and saving face. Or how we can make money. But if we continue to secretly condone the acts of others, it will only become worse. Thank God for our forefathers who had the courage to take a stand and speak the truth. Thank God for those who are taking a stand today. But as we take this stand, let us remember to perform as God would perform. We are not to condemn people, lock the door and throw away the key. We all need help. We all need love. Not one of us needs to hear how ungodly, mean, or perverse we are living. This lesson is one I know too well, from both angles. It is only human to angrily retaliate, but we must remember to pray. And though this is difficult to do in the midst of the fire…, prayer changes a heart. Pray through the pain as you pray for the inflictor.  Again, it is not about us, but drawing those who have not had the chance to feel that love which comes from our Father above. It is about drawing them to the glorious kingdom of God, so they too can be made whole. We have a long road ahead… We should never be bored with life, for there is so much we have to accomplish in his kingdom.

    Hebrews 4: 12-16

    12God’s word is living and active. It is sharper than any two-edged sword and cuts as deep as the place where soul and spirit meet, the place where joints and marrow meet. God’s word judges a person’s thoughts and intentions. 13No creature can hide from God. Everything is uncovered and exposed for him to see. We must answer to him.

    14We need to hold on to our declaration of faith: We have a superior chief priest who has gone through the heavens. That person is Jesus, the Son of God. 15We have a chief priest who is able to sympathize with our weaknesses. He was tempted in every way that we are, but he didn’t sin. 16So we can go confidently to the throne of God’s kindness to receive mercy and find kindness, which will help us at the right time. (When we become accountable for our actions……)

    CWB

       

      Selfless Acts of love …

      Selfless Acts of love …

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      It is true, God is the only one who is authorized to judge. It is He who orders the steps of others. Sees their hearts. Knows the effort and difficulty taken to do what is right. But it is also he, who orders the steps of others to be the vehicles to assist, in that journey. God will use us to move them, with intercession, in the right direction. But I feel, He will only use us, if He knows in our hearts we will not judge. That we will do it with a kind heart… We should always question our motives. “Is this being judgmental?” Am I doing this because it is something I want to do, or did God assign this to me? In our hearts, we should always express love, kindness, patience, and empathy towards those who are not as fortunate. In this way, we are instrumental even before God prompts us to intercede. Even if we endure adversity through this intercedence, we should love them anyway because we know that is what God would want from us. In 2 Timothy 1:8, Paul explains how we must endure these afflictions, with the power given to us by God, for the sake of the gospel. And in enduring theses afflictions He will not leave us in this moment; He has called upon us to do his works. Yes, intercessions can sometimes cause pain. And pain creates fear due to the power it has over your mind. But praying unceasingly helps immensely. God carries the weight.

      Prayer preoccupies your mind from the hurt your feeling. As it is said in 2 Timothy 1:7, “God has not given us a spirit of fear, and timidity but of power, love, and self – control”. Unselfishly, for others we must be strong, for we are called to make a difference. God places us in their life for a reason. Ever heard that saying, some people are in our life for a season, some for a reason, and others for a lifetime. I wonder if those seasons were mere misunderstandings, or excuses to give up. Were they times in our life when we did not understand selfless love. The process of truly loving someone, unconditionally, as we would want them to love us, despite the pain it caused. We must be mature in our quest, if we want to be effective. Yes, not everyone can be in our life for a lifetime. Not everyone can be saved, but surely, if we make the effort to be God like, we can accomplish more than we could if we had not made the effort at all.

      Confusion can overcome us all. We blame God for our tribulations. We find ourselves not trusting God like we should because of the tribulations. Throughout our walk there is always someone in need of support. The restlessness of their supposed torment is like the thief in the night. Taken hold of their trust in God, without them even realizing it has been stolen. Diminishing their faith, while all along, leading them back to their original nature…, sin. No more sin. In 1 Peter 4:4–14, Peter ironically points out, if we are going through pain and suffering in our journey, then this is good. We are right where God chooses us to be, in the thick of it. The pain only matures us with the understanding, we can be free from sin if we stay strong and do not look back.  If we would place ourselves in the shoes of Jesus, imagining the pain and suffering He underwent, we would gain the courage to endure it. It would have been simple for Him to give in and be driven by the flesh. To have chosen life without suffering. But this was not his choice. He trusted his father, despite what his circumstances predicted. The core of our faith must be to trust and believe in His authority over our life. God, thank you for helping me to put my total trust in you, and not return to my old ways of doubt.

      I do believe, now that I know the spirit which lies in me is real, and powerful; and my faith has increased considerably; I could have done a lot better in my latter years, had I known. Had I been aware of the authority God placed in me, I could have used it, to make better, situations which were entrusted to me. Approaching matters with a greater peace. Swaddling them with understanding. Many people may not understand the spirit, and how God wants Him to move in the lives of others. It’s deep. Just as deep as having the courage to believe in someone, or something which occurred so many years ago. Jesus healing the sick; raising people from the dead. But courage makes us strong, as a parent, as a spouse, as a friend, as a Christian. I now entrust God to lead me, so I can enable others to be encouraged as well. To be mighty in the kingdom, even if it means enduring a little suffering for the cause.

       

      1 Peter 2:21 – 25

      21 God called you to endure suffering because Christ suffered for you. He left you an example so that you could follow in his footsteps. 22 Christ never committed any sin. He never spoke deceitfully.23 Christ never verbally abused those who verbally abused him. When he suffered, he didn’t make any threats but left everything to the one who judges fairly. 24 Christ carried our sins in his body on the cross so that freed from our sins, we could live a life that has God’s approval. His wounds have healed you. 25 You were like lost sheep. Now you have come back to the shepherd and bishop of your lives.

      CWB

        There is only one God….

        There is only one God….

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        The definition of intelligence; the level of one’s mental capacity, to learn, reason, and understand. Society leads us to believe, the intelligence of a human being is essential to their success in life. But should we calculate intelligence by ones I.Q, or by the source to which intelligence is derived. Some of us gather our information from books, others from simple common sense. Whatever the source of knowledge, we are all intelligent in our own right. And though intelligence intends to give us the upper hand, ironically, it can also hinder the simplest of decisions due to the considerable amount of information gathered, or retained in our minds. Our knowledge binds us. Some say who would ever want to return to years of young; we were unable to do anything on our own. But honestly, how easy life would be if someone helped us along the way. If only the lack of intelligence would be appreciated as much as its counterpart. No science, no statistics, no experience to convolute the forefront. Just perception at its purest, and simplest form. When I see government, officials squabbling over health care coverage, it boggles my mind. Yes, there needs to be a plan, and yes, it’s probably not that simple a decision when it incorporates so many lives, but from a simple point of view everyone needs healthcare. And everyone needs it in the same capacity, and for the same reasons. Unlike gun control, where the needs can be either for protection, or for the nature of entertainment of a malice, or trivial sport. With healthcare, there’s one objective, and that is to stay healthy. And considering it is much better to give than receive…, why not let those who can give more, pay more. Or maybe in some way let it be a choice for those who do give more, that they will be rewarded, like our father in heaven rewards us when we give. I may be ignorant to the complexity of it all, but I will not underestimate my source. When I haven’t a clue, I know one source even greater, and counsel, more beneficial than any other, and it is of a spiritual aspect. When we are not bogged down by outside information derived by human intelligence, the outcome is unquestionably better certified than the latter.

        We are all made different. We all have certain characteristics that make us unique. We all have a past, when combined with our characteristics, can either enhance our personalities, or degrade them. When we see others at face value, we may not be aware, the true persona that radiates from within. If masked with the essence of coal, this alone can allow our closest associates, family, or friends, to be left bewildered, and unaware of who we are, truly, on the inside. And again, no one’s perfect. But when strife seems to follow you wherever you go, it is a telltale; something is amiss. Even though we say no one’s perfect, and we wouldn’t want to change the other person, honestly it would befit them, for their whole quality of life could change for the better. If the old way of being who we are just isn’t working, what is there to lose? But then, sometimes, for some of us it is difficult to see the wrong we are doing because we are so stuck on being perfect, we can’t bear to think we could ever be wrong. We want so much to be accepted…, liked by everyone, we inevitably fall in to sin. As it is said in Ephesians 4:17-19, because of their lack of thinking, and hardened hearts they have lost touch with God. Their acceptance at any cost becomes more important than breathing. More important than the people ultimately hurt, because we are conditioned to be unaccountable for our actions. Thereby stubbornly not admitting to our callous actions. 1 Samuel 15:23 warns, “For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry”.

        Yes, we all have a past. I asseverate, constantly, we cannot judge someone by their actions, if we have never walked in their shoes. If we did, we would then understand the person. Circumstances in our life, no one knows. Sometimes, our own comprehension of our past and its effect, as I see it, can be a catch 22. If we cannot take ownership of the circumstances and not so much, admit, but realize, how it has impacted our life, how can we convey our feelings to someone else, if do not even realize we are broken? A secret, not only to those we encounter, but to ourselves as well. Only if revealed, we are able to prompt awareness, allowing to dismiss any misunderstandings, or assumptions made on our character.

        I believe because God, knew there would be times, when looking on the outside, in, we would encounter other’s, and their intentions, and believe the worst of them, God gave His mercy. And it is because of this, we must have mercy on them as well. We must continue to lift them. I, myself am finding this hard to do, and if anyone knew me, could very well call me a hypocrite. But from glory to glory, God is shifting my heart even closer to His merciful kingdom, and it is well with my soul. Particularly, for our commander in chief, I pray his soul will find refuge in some way. I know it can be difficult, if all our life, me make ourselves the center of everything. But to exalt oneself to that high a standard is to play with fire. There is only one God, of which none of us can hold a candle to His light. I pray he humbles himself. We know from Psalm 10:4, pride, leaves no room for God, so I pray all men humble themselves, and take inventory of their consciousness, when related to power. I pray they seek Jesus, and make him the leader of their pack. I pray that they seek counsel with God almighty. I know God is counseling each and every one who has misused their power, or who thinks they can, even for a minute walk on water. For if Peter had difficulty maintaining his faith, what makes them think they would not fail in their own strength. As Exodus 34:14 maintains, God is a jealous God. Worshiping anything other than Him, like money, power, or even ourselves, is not putting God first. Deuteronomy 4:23-25 warns us not to forget the covenant, and not to worship anything, in any form, except for Him, as he instructed us, because it will only anger Him. There is only one.

        1 Peter 5: 1-11

        Advice for Elders and Young Men

        1And now, a word to you who are elders in the churches. I, too, am an elder and a witness to the sufferings of Christ. And I, too, will share in his glory when he is revealed to the whole world. As a fellow elder, I appeal to you: 2Care for the flock that God has entrusted to you. Watch over it willingly, not grudgingly—not for what you will get out of it, but because you are eager to serve God. 3Don’t lord it over (boss people around) the people assigned to your care, but lead them by your own good example. 4And when the Great Shepherd appears, you will receive a crown of never-ending glory and honor.

        5In the same way, you younger men must accept the authority of the elders. And all of you, serve each other in humility, for

        “God opposes the proud

        but favors the humble.”

        6So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor. 7Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.

        8Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour. 9Stand firm against him, and be strong in your faith. Remember that your Christian brothers and sisters all over the world are going through the same kind of suffering you are.

        10In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation. 11All power to him forever! Amen.

        CWB

           

          For the weak, and proverbial people # Stay strong

          For the weak, and proverbial people # Stay strong

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          Prior to my writings, I tend to jot down notes related to my subject matter. God moves me in the direction I should go, using devices such as scripture, or inspirational writings. Today, when revisiting my notes, I was confused as to which direction I had initially intended the piece to evolve. It was intended to be a piece regarding the difficulty in being a proverbial woman, but after reading the scripture, I had no insight on the matter. The guidelines according to scripture seemed straight forward. They were not unreasonable. So why had it been a questionable subject matter for me the week before? Still, not quite understanding the why of it all, I went to my bible app. I thought, maybe because I’d read it in one of those standard archaic versions, that this was the reason for my uneasiness relating to the subject, and why I felt it to be challenging. But still, nothing…  I then remembered how God, lately, was teaching me the art of submitting to my significant other, and so read Ephesians 5; but still again, nothing. Digging deeper, I recalled that week, I had also consulted the internet, and came across a blog written by a young woman who wrote a piece on “10 virtues of a Proverbs 31 woman”. It wasn’t until reading the note towards the end of her blog when the uneasiness, emerged once again. She shared how her husband had become ill, and out of frustration from his illness, was relieving his frustration onto his family, which in turn was making her home a not so happy one. And then it hit me. It wasn’t so much being a virtuous woman that was difficult, but the mountains that came against a virtuous woman, when trying to keep her home happy.

          My whole reason for blogging is because for some of us, life can be merciless. And if we are not grounded in some way, or another, it can take its toll. If I’m in a crowded room, I will befriend the person who is sitting by themselves, or who appears sad and alone. In Philippians 2:4 it says, “Look not unto your own interest but to the interest of others.” The funny thing about it, and what I just come to realize, I do this automatically. And it can be annoying at times. Who wants to always see the sadness in others. But this is part of my calling. The enjoyment of it all is watching someone light up when seeing the conversation has moved them in some way, by putting their life into perspective. But not all people have it this easy. Some of us have a whole lot going on, where simple conversation just won’t do. Sometimes the pain is buried so deep, one sit down, just will not do…

          I came across a book I bought for myself a long time ago called “The highly sensitive person,” by Elaine N. Aron. I had forgot all about this book, but obviously, at some point in my life realized my shortcomings. I am a totally different person now. I still have my sensitivities, but I don’t display them for target practice. Or at least, if it is used for target, it no longer pierces my heart. With the help of both my Heavenly Father, and my earthly father, I learned that I was born a strong woman, and should not take to abuse when exploited. But as Paul discovered in 2 Corinthians 12:10…, even though we may endure unpleasantries, when we stand with God, he gives us the strength to persevere. We become stronger, despite our sufferings. His spirit enveloping us, makes us strong. And so, with this strength, we should then use it to help others. In Romans 15, it explains we shouldn’t shy away from helping others when they are weak. Their weakness merely represents the lack of spirit in their own life. If through our shortcomings, we are made strong, this honor is a gift to be used wisely. Not in vain, but to be used to help others be strong.

          Being exploited, in any way, where you are at a disadvantage clearly marks you as vulnerable, and unfortunately labeled as weak. So many of us encounter situations, or are in relationships which at times can be trying, or uncomfortable, to say the least. But when we find ourselves in positions such as these, it is time to yield the virtues of a Godly person, and persevere. Thessalonians 5:15 says, “encourage the fainthearted, help the weak, and be patient with everyone.” In effect, pray for those who persecute us, so they may be made strong as well…

           

          Colossians 3: 12-17

          12Therefore, as the elect of God, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with a heart of mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience, 13bearing with one another and forgiving one another, if someone happens to have a complaint against anyone else. Just as the Lord has forgiven you, so you also forgive others. 14And to all these virtues add love, which is the perfect bond. 15Let the peace of Christ be in control in your heart (for you were in fact called as one body to this peace), and be thankful. 16Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly, teaching and exhorting one another with all wisdom, singing psalms, hymns, and spiritual songs, all with grace in your hearts to God. 17And whatever you do in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

          CWB

            Thank you!

            Thank you!

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            First, I just want to give God the glory! I may not have received what I wanted this week, but God be the Glory, he was here with me, every step of the way, holding me up with his righteous right hand.

            I started feeling sorry for myself this week. Thursday, I said to myself, ok, if the job fell through, it must not have been what God had planned for me. Deep down inside though, I was still down, but managed, with the grace of God, to pick myself back up, and move on, to other possibilities. The following morning, Friday, as I routinely flipped on my morning worship programs, I heard Joel Osteen say; “Do you trust him with the close doors”? and…, “Stop trying to make sense of it all” … Lord have mercy, if God did not send his disciples to minister to me that morning. All morning long, nothing but tears welding in my eyes. Message, after message sent to heal my woes. Joyce Meyers with her, “But will he do it for me (this being the tip of the iceberg, for I had questioned this only moments ago)?” You see, when I was raising my little girl, many years ago, a voice spoke to me, and said, “I’m only looking out for you now, because of your daughter.” In other words, don’t get comfortable, because there will be a time when I’m not going to look after you, and then what? Will you trust me then? And now, as it echoed in my mind, I questioned God and those words from long ago. Was it God? Was it Satan? Or, was it God giving Satan permission to test me? …  I do not like to be uncomfortable. Who does? …So, I’m like, “God I love you with all my heart, and I am grateful, so please, no more testing”. I used to think to myself with all the ridicule, with all the tribulations I undergo, I must be insane to keep believing, and to keep trusting in Him. But like Job, I keep hanging on, because now especially, I realize, “What would I do without this spirit which lives in me?” This spirit who is my father at times, and my friend in others. He saved me from crashes, both physically, and mentally, which I saw coming! So where would I be if I let go now. I could not, no more than Job could. I used to say, “I don’t care what others are going through.” I know my circumstances aren’t the most traumatic of all. That I’m not living in a third world country. And, yes, my abuse is not one of a physical nature. But it is real. It still exists for me. But still and all, who am I, to ask why! “Who am I?”  It’s crazy, though, because in justification for my circumstances, I can now say I am blessed to be tested because of who he has made me to be. I am blessed to know, and to feel he is in me, when most people do not even realize his power and his ever-present spirit. I called Him, He heard me, and He came … I am blessed!

            It’s funny. Looking back in my life, I remember finding myself relating to Job and his circumstances. Though never fully understanding the story, I did know, he found himself in a situation, he didn’t believe he deserved to be. But I can say today, I understand. I know God knows my heart, so he knows how grateful I am for everything he has done. But, as much as we’d like to forget, traumatic experiences, they do not go away. Especially, if they are of those which cannot be explained. So, partnered with the words whispered in my ear many years ago, and my current circumstances, confusion set in, and left me hardened. And I questioned… I questioned my welfare. And I questioned His love. And then I heard Creflo, who was hysterically funny, raise the question, “Who are you?” … “Who are you to question?” After which he sang the spiritual, “No, one knows the trouble I’ve seen,” and brought me to my senses, laughing along the way. I am nobody, except somebody who does not like to be tested. But because he has kept me at bay, meaning, he has given me just enough to stay afloat, I grew weary with the testing. I was never fond of the process anyway, even when I was in school. They made me nervous. So, you want me to trust you… trust me, I’d say! Ask me God, if I’m ready! I’ll tell you … I’m ready (Yeah… I can be a little sassy, which is probably why he thinks … I’m not ready)! But with all this testing, comes vulnerability. Past circumstances which have not fully healed, just show up out the blue. Memories which still have me scratching my head. Like many people, I have a slew of, “What in the world was that?” circumstances. Unfortunately, instead of dismissing the memories, I let it fester, once again. And as confusion set in, I ask the inevitable questions; “Why, … Do you not love me,” “Am I not worthy enough?”, “What have I done wrong?” So, I found myself forgetting everything I stood for, and everything I believed. God loving me, protecting me, feeding me so that no worries would consume me. Remembering how many times he saved my life, because he loved me.

            Thank goodness, for at least I can say I don’t feel convicted anymore when things fall through. Lessons on humbleness, I’ve learned, hardcore for the past three years. Again, God is a great teacher. The lessons are tiresome, but he gets you to where you need to be. If you listen, and are open and honest with yourself, you will learn a great many lessons from him. You must go raw though, and be willing to unveil truths about yourself you may not want to admit. As for employment, I work for God now. If he can wash feet, then so can I. Jobs do not define who I am, although it’s still somewhat difficult to swallow, when others ask what I do, especially since now it seems like nothing (I never give myself enough credit). Deep down, I imagine he is pleased. I’ve grown immensely. But again, I give the glory all to him. The voice was right in one respect, though, everything which I received, when I became a single parent, was by His grace. I just misinterpreted the message…the way it was said made me feel as though, “I” did not matter. but I do… “Hmmmm… God is good” … “Thank You” …….

            So, the message, and lesson for me was twofold. One, you must continue to love him through the storms of life, and not question his motives, for he is “for us”, not against us, despite what it seems. And two, while you are trusting him in these times, do not worry, for he will make a way. He always does. Pray. Talk with God as you would your friend. Put him first. Give him the Glory, and He will, show up.

            Matthew 6: 25-26,33 -34

            “Therefore, I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?  Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?” “Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

             

             

            CBW

              Missing the Point…

              Missing the Point…

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              If I told you God heals sickness, would you believe me. If I said he can restore relationships, would you trust him? If I told you God can supply your every need, would you cease worry of any, and all future needs? When victory is spoken, what is heard? Do we hear people speaking grandiose accomplishments of themselves? People brainwashed by religion, not fully understanding, or believing what they are even saying themselves? We are all cut from the same cloth, stemming from the beginning of time with Adam and Eve. But our triumphs depend on our choices, and what we choose to believe. And though we are all children of God, and all sinners, for in Romans 3:10, it is said no one is free from sin, so we all, have the same opportunity to be saved. But if we choose not to believe, then we cannot receive it. As it is said in Matthew 12:32, “And whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven.”  For that which prevents us from receiving His grace is our renunciation of the power of the Holy Spirit. For others who received the message, were once like those who have missed it. All of us being sinners, and graced by God because of God’s sacrifice of Jesus on the cross, can have the same glory. So, what are we failing to hear and understand? What point are we missing?

              Sometimes in conversation, we tend to miss the point others are trying to convey. We either are stifled by our beliefs of long ago, or too afraid to think otherwise, fearful of the effect it might have on our current way of life. When I speak of God, it is not about me and my triumphs. It is about God saving me from a life of strife. It is about His mercy. It is about His unbelievable power which unfortunately can only be seen by those who have the Holy Spirit. But the only way to have the Holy Spirit is to believe it exist. As Peter spoke in Acts 2:38, “Each one of you must turn away from your sins, and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ, so that your sins will be forgiven; and you will receive God’s gift, the Holy Spirit.  But what if we are not baptized. Would we then not receive the Holy Spirit? Unless you are a child, you cannot have one without the other. Of course, if a child is baptized and grows up to then reject the teachings of Christ, and the Holy Spirit, would he too, then miss the point, and miss out on His abundant grace and mercy? Just as in Galatians 3:5, it is said, it is not the works that awards us grace, and the mighty power of God to work in our life, but our faith in God, thus believing in, and receiving of the Holy spirit. So then is baptism works, or faith, believing the water will wash away our sins? In James 2:17, it is said, “Faith, if it has no works is dead”. But if Galatians works pertain to mere faith, and James and Peter’s works pertains to initiating an action because of one’s faith, I will suppose, an exercising of one’s faith is all the works needed to gain access to the Holy Spirit.

              It is said, God will forgive us over and over, for all that is asked of us is to confess our sins. His one desire is for us to live a life free from evil and darkness. That we walk in a manner which Jesus walked the earth when He was alive. Helping others. Loving others. Forgiving others, as He forgives us, while simplifying our journey, with an added gift of His spirit to help us along the way… How merciful is that? I feel if many of us succumbed to believing in the Holy spirit, and His merciful love of forgiveness, a forgiveness that is never ending, regardless of how many times we may sin, we would see the same victories overcome by those who have surrendered to Him completely. I bet the point then, would be well received.

               

              CWB

                Another Human Being…

                Another Human Being…

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                The greatest gift we can give ourselves is to know ourselves. If we do not take the time to know ourselves, how can we expect others to know who we are as individuals. When we know who we are as individuals, we can stand our ground against adversity, because we are confident in who we are not. When we are confident in who we are not, we gain respect in who we are, and what we stand for, because we suddenly realize our worth.

                 

                As individuals, we can be so hateful. If we are not lashing out at each other, verbally, we are abusing each other physically. In James 3:9, it is said the same tongue that is used to praise God, is used to insult our brethren. And the absurdity of it all…It is God who created us equally…  But what is it, that instills in one individual, this perception, it is ok to be hateful to another human being? To control who, or what an individual wants to be. Is it the hatred that grants us authority? Or is it the desire for someone, other than ourselves, to be just as miserable, as we are, with our own selves? Or could it be simply because we feel we are right, and they are wrong? No matter what one’s frame of mind, statue, or status, no one should ever have authority over another person’s life. It is said in Leviticus 19:17, we must not hate, or take our indifferences out on our brother. We must treat each other as we would want to be treated by others. Hatred will only cause the individual to be ashamed, or fear for their life because of the constant abuse. In the end, their one resolve is to abandon themselves, relinquishing their spirit, or even worse, their life.  And why? Because they are an individual, unlike the other person infiltrating their space. One of a kind, with unique characteristics.   If there is any commonality in all this, it is our carnal, and or worldly desire to acquire something which is not ours to take, that being a person’s inner self. To feel supreme, and lash out because someone has what the other wants. Our desire to be better than the next person. To exert power to prove we have won. We have conquered. But have we really?

                Society can be cruel. We tend to make what is different, seem monstrous. We refuse to accept truth, so we try to change it in our own strength. We can pretend it does not exist. We can even blame the people we hurt, and say they should be strong. But point being, we hurt others. When slavery is referenced in the bible, one would imagine, stories of malice, or hatred. But instead the bible instructs us to treat others with dignity when enslaved. It is plain to see, though it was written in Colossians 4:1 to be fair, malice still managed to override justice.  Displaying one’s differences is harmful. When we take advantage, lie on one another, abuse one another, whatever the case, it only leads to despair. If we could only reflect inward when we chose to harm others. We should ask ourselves, “Why am I acting this way?” This is such an effective technique, to set both you, and the person you are harming free. That is why we have counselors, and psychiatrist… Our thought, our actions all can be corrected if we simply take the time to ask the question, “Why?” What pain am I harboring that causes me to willfully  harm another human being?

                 

                CWB

                  My Peace I give you…

                  My Peace I give you…

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                  It is one thing, to wake up to a disturbance brought on by Mother Nature. It is another, to wake up to one incited by humans. For chaotic incitement by another, only reveals pain embedded deeply within. Mangled pain devouring the carrier of the disease. The carrier, seeking a surrogate to victimize, as a result.

                  Stemming from the most recent killings in Nevada, to the shootings at Virginia Tech, these senseless acts of anger resulted out of someone else’s pain, and, or confusion. My heart cries out to God, as the tears fall for those who have lost loved ones in the aftermath. Lest my heart be anxious, I will pray Lord. I will thank you for all my blessings in hopes that one day, I can be a fundamental instrument in the peace of those who are confused. Until then, I will thank you for the merciful peace given to me, and others, protecting our heart and minds from our heart wrenched grief of the past (Philippians 4:6).

                   

                  My Prayer for Mornings like October 02, 2017

                   

                  Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace.

                  Where there is hatred, let me sow love;

                  Where there is injury, pardon;

                  Where there is doubt, faith;

                  Where there is despair, hope;

                  Where there is darkness, light;

                  Where there is sadness, joy.

                  O divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek

                  To be consoled as to console,

                  To be understood as to understand,

                  To be loved as to love;

                  For it is in giving that we receive;

                  It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;

                  It is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

                  My Mind is stayed on You…(Isaiah 26:3)

                   

                  CWB

                   

                    For the Bond which Holds us together….Separation is not an Option!

                    For the Bond which Holds us together….Separation is not an Option!

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                    When God presents us with our true love who makes us happier than we have ever been, we think of their presence, night and day. We cannot imagine what the world would be like without them. We smile from ear to ear. Tell our families of their amazing attributes. Count the number of ways we are absolutely made for each other. And though it appears our foundation is rock solid, we brace ourselves, for we realize the foundation for which we stand is not as sturdy as we had hoped.

                    All relationships can be challenging. No two people are alike. So when we come together, with our array of personalities, and past setbacks in life which have eroded what little identity we have left, it becomes difficult to carry the weight of a relationship along with our baggage, to say the least, no matter how beautiful the event may seem. As I write, I feel like a broken record… For I say continuously, every aspect, in my life, I have given over to God to make better, only because, I know he can. In the business world, they say when you present an idea…, a thought, do not say, “I think this would be a good idea.” Say, “You know…,” or better yet, say, “It is…,” and stand on your word with confidence. In John 14:6, God said “I am the way and the truth and the life.” He did not say he felt as though this was his position in life, but emphatically, he is the way to the Father. And this I believe. On everything which turns bleak in my life, I stand firm, and continue to believe God’s word. If not out of desperation, then because, He tells me, “It is good.” You see, if we pay attention, God will teach us, and test our relationships. And it is in these tests, again, if we are attentive, he shows us how to live a better life, and endure the gifts of love which he has graciously bestowed upon us. Through our test, our integrity is put on trial. So, when we are in situations that become intense, do we take it out on our spouse, or should we take the high road and forgive? When God shows us the need to change within our own selves, should we make those changes within? Or should we react stubbornly, because we are too proud to change? Or, for that matter, do we simply turn our backs on change because we cannot believe, it is us, who, need the change? Usually, we go on, trying (operative word), to change the circumstance in our own strength, rather than handing it over to God. But, what we should do is engage in life, no matter how tiresome. For what is life if we do not participate. With every strength received from our merciful God, we should raise our hands and say, “Here God, I’m giving it to you.”  And then go on to celebrate our own change, without another thought to the once tiresome situation we handed over to God. It baffles me why we think it is much easier to battle it out, than to simply give it to God.

                    When we see God’s hand working in our life, and we know he has placed this individual in our life, separation is not an option. Whether it be your spouse, your mother, your sister, or your brother, separation is not an option. When the circumstances begin to change, after letting go completely, because separation was not an option, we have the privilege of receiving the miraculous gift from God. The gift of restoration. But we must be patient. We must endure. We must believe. We must listen to the still voice of God urging us to be patient. We must listen to the still voice teaching us patience. Showing us who we are in the big scheme of it all. The voice telling us we are important. Telling us we are loved, if we only give it a moment to manifest. The voice which tells us, “I’m working on it….,” “Just be still….” The voice which ask, “Do you trust me?” The voice which says, “I love you.”

                    Separation is not an option, for we know, “God works for the good of those who love him” (Romans 8:28).

                     

                    CWB

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